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Good Bye 2009...Hello 2010

Oh my how this last year has gone by so fast! Lately I have been looking over this past year and just my past in general. Seeing how much I have changed and just have come along. It really is funny to look back over the past 5 years. I look at pictures and watch the friendships that have come and long past and those that have stuck strong. It just amazes me how one min. you can be best friends with someone and the next, you know it will never be the same again and do not talk. Im just ranting :)
Well Christmas is past, another year gone. We celebrated with my soon to be father in law, and my sister and bro in law. We made a HUGE dinner and opened presents. Needless to say I was beyond spoiled this year, which was not necessary. I wouldve given up all my presents for my parents to be home with my at Christmas. They spent this Christmas in South Carolina with my aunt and uncle. Question being...was I invited? Yes but I cannot afford to miss work right now. My financial situation is not that best, so I had to stay home and get the hours at work. I was upset and I think some have noticed it has takena toll on me emotionally. Anywho....I am ready for a new year!
2010, oh the excitement it will bring! A new college! A husband! Moving out! So much is happening this coming year! I cannot wait for it to come!

2009

Time has passed so fast, atleast when it came to thinking about this blog. Since 2007 I have been suspended for school for a semester, let back in, got my grades back up and now am transfering to Lourdes College for the spring. I cannot take UT anymore. We all know our money is just going into the selffish pockets of Loyd Jacobs. Got to love him! NOT! I will still be going for Early Childhood, just at a different college that actually cares about me, and my performance as a student. My needs will be met!
As for relationship wise...that guy I had a crush on and was "talking" to, asked me out Feb. 13, 2007. I said I wasnt taken it to serious. The time I choose to not take it seriosuly, he turns out to be the man I will be spending the rest of my life with :) As of May 2, 2008 I was engaged to Aric Young, from Van Wert OH. We since then have been planning our out door wedding, with an in door ceremony. Now that we have come down to less then a year count, it is becoming more of a reality! I cannot wait to spend my life with Aric and to begin our life together!
As for now I work at a daycare that I hate! I drive a nice car, that I am paying for, I couldnt really ask for more. I have great friends, a loving family and a loving God!

WOW where has the time gone?! I dont really keep up with this anymore because I dont know. Im in College I have enough to deal with, other then writing my life story on here I guess. ANYWAYS~
Well since January things have been interesting. I told my ex Adam to pretty much never talk to me again because he is just a jerk. I went to THE ROCK and it was just amazing! I love it there so much. ooo gezz....I am quiting my full time job already and starting at a Day Care center. SWEET! O wait Ill have a life again!
Uhhh I started dating a guy named Aric Feb 13th. Hes a pretty nice guy. I mean Im not gonna get my hopes up because theyve been shut down before so, why care to much. I know horrible attitude! but you know I have to watch myself and guard myself. I love his roommates and his friends. They all love me to! anways Im out
cya

HA! WOW...this thing...ya havent seen it since prob when I got back from Summer Staff...which was amazing!!! Well update my life...

This past semester was interesting...I started talken to this guy at the beginning of the semester and had to wait until Nov because of my 6 months...well we started dating and things just went horrible! It happens tho. I mean life will go on, already has and I am loving it. Ive decided I am done dating guys for a while though. I just want to be myself and just be happy without the worrys of a guy. Ya Im sure I have a lil crush on someone (well I do) but it's going to stay to myself for now and Im totally going to allow God to do what he wants. Im not making any moves towards anyone. Someday God will provide an amazing guy and I wont have all those worrys, and then it will be amazing!
I decided not to lead in Young Life. I am still attending stuff but I just dont have the time especially now that I just got a full time job! AMAZING! Its going to be great money and hopefully work out for the best.
School is insane this semester! AHHH...I am returning to The Rock in feb for a weekend with TONS of my SS people! CANT WAIT!!! Other then that...ya not much Peace out for now!

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Ok wow...most def forgot about this....and I was reading how dumb my things were from last year haha...Ive just grown sooo much and its truely amazing...God has most def blessed my life since last semester....I did Summer Staff at Rockbridge for a month! OMG...God is truely amazing...and I have just met such amazing people! I truely am in love with God and just how wonderful he is. I most def have a changed heart.